Today I realised something...I have finally come to terms with the fact that I will always be the girl with slightly chipped nail varnish!
I look at these girls with their perfectly polished nails and their crazy detailed designs and I think we'll that's pretty cool, and then I look down at my own half bitten off, half chipped nails in one-lousy colour and sigh quietly to myself.
The first and last time I tried false nails I did them myself, I managed to painfully glue my fingers together and then within an hour I'd chewed all of them off in desperation that I couldn't even pick up a pen....and they made me feel weirdly overdressed and frankly rather uncomfortable.
I feel slightly uncomfortable in a skirt just incase I have to climb a tree ( I haven't attempted to climbed a tree since I was about 10) and I don't like to wear heals incase I need to run to someone's rescue ( I generally don't run...not even at the gym)
I just like to dress so that I am prepared for any eventuality and that I can handle any problem the day might throw at me, I hate the idea of somehow being unable to do something because of how I'm dressed.
So I guess that I will never be the perfectly put together girl, with not a hair out of place a brilliant outfit, (probably involving some kind of pencil skirt and heels combo) and makeup that never seems to smudge.
But that's okay because maybe I could be the girl that randomly rescues a cat out of a tree on her way home! ...probably not but what I can do is embrace all the things that I can do without false nails on, so today as everyone discussed which manicure they had booked in, I found the number of a new ridding school where I will book the horse ridding lessons I've been wanting to book ooh probably since the last time I was on a horse...at least 5 years ago!
Ironically manicures and horse riding lessons are about the same price!
So iv decided to embrace the fact that I'm probably never going to be the most glamorous and miraculously polished mega babe, In fact I'm probably always going to look a tiny bit scruffy around the edges and il defiantly always sabotage myself with how ridiculously clumsy i am, but hey One day I might be half decent at riding a horse and you know what....I'm okay with that! :)
I look at these girls with their perfectly polished nails and their crazy detailed designs and I think we'll that's pretty cool, and then I look down at my own half bitten off, half chipped nails in one-lousy colour and sigh quietly to myself.
The first and last time I tried false nails I did them myself, I managed to painfully glue my fingers together and then within an hour I'd chewed all of them off in desperation that I couldn't even pick up a pen....and they made me feel weirdly overdressed and frankly rather uncomfortable.
I feel slightly uncomfortable in a skirt just incase I have to climb a tree ( I haven't attempted to climbed a tree since I was about 10) and I don't like to wear heals incase I need to run to someone's rescue ( I generally don't run...not even at the gym)
I just like to dress so that I am prepared for any eventuality and that I can handle any problem the day might throw at me, I hate the idea of somehow being unable to do something because of how I'm dressed.
So I guess that I will never be the perfectly put together girl, with not a hair out of place a brilliant outfit, (probably involving some kind of pencil skirt and heels combo) and makeup that never seems to smudge.
But that's okay because maybe I could be the girl that randomly rescues a cat out of a tree on her way home! ...probably not but what I can do is embrace all the things that I can do without false nails on, so today as everyone discussed which manicure they had booked in, I found the number of a new ridding school where I will book the horse ridding lessons I've been wanting to book ooh probably since the last time I was on a horse...at least 5 years ago!
Ironically manicures and horse riding lessons are about the same price!
So iv decided to embrace the fact that I'm probably never going to be the most glamorous and miraculously polished mega babe, In fact I'm probably always going to look a tiny bit scruffy around the edges and il defiantly always sabotage myself with how ridiculously clumsy i am, but hey One day I might be half decent at riding a horse and you know what....I'm okay with that! :)
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